2 years, 2 months and counting...

Thanks baby.. For the flowers and for the cake, and also for the surprise advanced birthday bash on our monthsary! It makes me miss you more each day. I know my posts are gonna be emotional but hey, it's my blog! I still remember the old Ezuan i knew wayyyyy back in 2006. He wasn't as bubbly as now. He was the type to control his feelings and act all macho in front of people. Its a result of his heartbreak, but hey, everyone has to go through that stage in life. And then there was the Me-Dira-Danny-Ezuan era. We we best friends. Always the 4 of us together and that's where me and Ezuan got damn close. Now? It's been 2 years and 2 months since we first decided to be together. There are speed bumps along the way but we made it through. We lost friends too and gained new ones. It's life. Everything happens for a reason. Qada' and Qadar. Everything is already written. I may not be in a position to be all religious and stuff, but i am trying. I'm trying to leave everything behind. I had my fucked up shares of a teenage life and i think it's about time to let it go. It's about time for me to deal with things like an adult. It's about time that i get back on the right path, prepare myself to be a perfect wife with God's blessings.

Yea, you read it right. If it all goes well, I'd be married in 5 years time. Fingers crossed? Thanks! Insya'allah it will happen as planned. I am sure that i am in love, in love with the right person, in love with Mr. Right.

Anyways, It's been a good start to be back in Kuching. Surprisingly i'm awake at 5am everyday since 2 days back. I hope it continues on. I hope i start work Next week. Now that i'm back i miss my friends. I miss those people who drops an impact to my life.

For instance, I miss Jay! I miss her so much. Normally i'd go out with her, lunch? dinner? supper? All of it. I miss shopping with her and watching movies! And where there's Jay, usually there's Ellyss too! I miss that lil kid!

I miss Sedut!!!!!! I miss Tompoq!!!!!! I miss Hillie!!!!! I miss my housemates Fyza and Abby! I miss everyone! But it's okay. When the time comes, we'll be back together with new adventures to explore!

Cherrio, XOXO

You're old and you know it, but you know it's worth to grow up!

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Ezuan,
Happy birthday to you!

Allah selamatkan kamu,
Allah selamatkan kamu,
Allah selamatkan Muhammad Idzuan Ismail,
Allah selamatkan kamu.

Baby Love,

It's your birthday today, and you're a year older now. Make sure that you are a year wiser. I know you made the right decisions for yourself and our future. Come what may, we'll face it together. You know I love you more than words can say! I miss you! hehehehehehe.. You take care there. We'll be together soon!

Lots of love from your girlfriend,
Ameara Sarayati

In respect of the Champions, I bow.

It's a lie to say i'm not sad. But i am more disappointed than sad. Man U was really not on form. So much for over confident and the play was messy all the way (not Messi, messy). The short pass was terrible. And why was Berbatov substituted in? That was the biggest mistake. 30 million pounds worth nothing. Ronaldo was confused between rugby and football throughout the game. It was just a disaster. If Barcelona were to win a perfect match, I don't mind much. But Man U did not even give a fight. All of a sudden Man U changed the game pace following the opponents game play. I mean, seriously. Where's the team play?

But Barcelona was really on form and they deserve to win. If Man U were to win, it was a complete miracle, observing by how they play. Ronaldo is just getting too cocky nowadays. Although he's still Mr Awesome.


And Lionel Messi, deserves to get the FIFA player of the year award. Not Ronaldo. It's okay. At least Man U played the finals. They don't go back empty handed. They still get medals. They may have tried their best but it wasn't 150%. Arsenal and Liverpool got nothing this season and Chelsea might have the opportunity to lift the FA Cup. Out of the 4 English big teams, only 2 won a cup, in Man U case it's 2 Cups. SO yea.

I was texting the whole time during the match. PeeChee and Nadea la mangsa. Kesian. Hehehehe.. Chee! You should've subbed for Ronaldo wei. Then can header like Messi. Hahahaha.. Nadea was telling me how Emilio was rubbing it in her face than Barcelona won. Hahaha.. Poor her. Thank God Baby Love supports the same team as i do.

And yesterday was SEDUT'S birthday!!! We bought him 2 t-shirts!! And he wore it this morning watching the match!

Happy Birthday Sedut!!!

Anywho, i accept the defeat in respect and yes i bow to a better team in Europe. There is still next season!!

Cherrio, XOXO

p/s : hopefully Stupidtove won't play next season! Useless m'theEffer B'tart!