Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Something long way over due!






You're still the one i want for life!

It hasn't been easy but at least i've stopped crying over not being with him. I've not been that productive here, doing nothing and enjoying the relax time at home. Lying on the bed or the couch, pampering myself. Don't worry tho, I've been eating healthy here. Doing some exercise. Not full ons but at least bits and pieces.

Baby love,

I might not be the perfect girlfriend, but i try my best to be the best. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I'd give up everything for you (if you look at it, i did give up half my life). I never regretted anything that happened. It had to happen cuz it was destined to. Nothing, NOONE can compare to you!

You're my light when it's dark,
You're my joy when times are bad,
You're my honey when things are bitter,
And when it's tasteless you make it sweeter.

You're my water when drought comes,
You're my air when i suffocate,
You're the ground that i live on,
You guard my always when i'm scared.

My darling Love,
I'd sacrifice the world for you,
Until the skies touches the ground,
My love will always be for you,
And only you!

With my undying love,
Ameara Sarayati.

Cherrio, XOXO

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Remember the story i owe you?

SO yes, the other day Raula cheered me up! I was so bummed about being in Kuching, not Miri. I miss my Miri life. Cooking for the house. family time at the living room. squabbles while playing games. Card games and Monopoly. Basketball and Futsal. I miss all that. I miss being with Baby Love all the time too. So Ola dragged me out of bed by calling me early morning (not my ideal time to wake up) and got me out of the house by noon.

The usuals, Lunch! And after we watched...

It was awesome! Can't wait to watch it again with Nadea and Emilio. And i found out a few weeks back that Megan Fox is a tranny! She was a HE! OMG! And she's the sexiest woman last year. This is so wrong. But I can't deny that she is hot! Shia LeBouf still looks the same to me. I LOVE THE TWINS! They're stupid but awesome! Hehehehe.. And Bumblebee makes me laugh all the time. Hehehehehe.. IronHide is back. Acree came and Stinger. But still! The Twins are awesomely stupid. Hehehehehe..

Lucky I watched this with Ola. Bab emo-emo dapat juak tapok sikit! I shed a tear for a while. It was so touching. Dah la Ezuan's not with me, kena again emo scene like that. If i was alone i'd cry my eyes out!

After movie we went to Swinburne just for fun. And we took pictures here and there and this is where!!!


So very funny i tell you! But it's okay. You know i love you girl. But i'm keeping you away from the manual car for a while! Auto is easier. Hehehe.. Miss you love! Hehehehe..

Anyway, now that i have internet. Life's not too bad! Still, I miss miri!

Cherrio, XOXO

Friday, June 26, 2009

Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night! But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me, I miss the way you hold me tight!

It hasn't even been a week that I'm back home and i've already missed Baby Love so much. I've been emo-ing for the past few days and i'm finally okay yesterday when i had my day out with the wifey. hehehehe.. Anyway, back to the first story.

We've been thru this for like 4 sems already and why is it still so hard? It's so hard to be apart form the boyfriend even for only 3 weeks? That's not even a month. Baby i love you so much! And i can't tell you how much i've been missing you. Everything is not the same without you!

I miss having my girls at home too. Fyz, Abby and Van, also Jamie. Esther was never out tho. So yea! I miss cooking at home. I miss playing game with the boyfriend and Jega. And other than that I miss my peeps!

And about the day out with Raula, there's a story about it. After i upload the pictures, i'll tell you! heheheheheeh..

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Ohhh, ohhh....
Crazy... lady..... lately....
Ohhh ohhh.....
Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh

Cherrio, XOXO

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

the effects of sickness

WHY WHY WHY!!! I went to columbia asia at 2 in the morning due to my back pain. It's not a good thing okay! And it doesn't feel good too! PAIN PAIN PAIN!!! Wanna know why?

Lumbar disc disease is the drying out of the spongy interior matrix of an intervertebral disc in the spine. Many physicians and patients use the term lumbar disc disease to encompass several different causes of back pain or sciatica. In this article, the term is used to describe a lumbar herniated disc. It is thought that lumbar disc disease causes about one-third of all back pain.

Pain, loss of muscle strength and loss of touch sensation may occur if this herniation causes the compression of the most proximal part of the nerve closely neighbouring the intervertebral disc material. Pain is in the distribution of the nerve compressed, usually down the back of the leg, side of the calf and inside of the foot (sciatica). Most commonly, the nerve root between the fourth and fifth lumbar vertebrae or between the fifth lumbar vertebra and first sacral segment are impinged. In symptomatic cases the diagnosis should be confirmed by an MRI scan. However, in cases with slight symptoms, a faster and cheaper CT scan (although it is inferior to MRI scan) may be recommended. While a CT scan can show the bony structures in more detail, an MRI scan can better portray soft tissue.

Initial treatment in lumbar disc disease is one or two days of bedrest (although growing number of studies shows that it makes little difference) and pain relieving medications. In cases with ongoing pain despite conservative treatments, a surgical operation that will remove the compressing disc material, a microdiscectomy or discectomy may be recommended to treat a lumbar disc herniation.

Information supplied by wikipedia. SO yea. Effed up shit!


Saturday, June 6, 2009

Time flies with the wind..

When i woke up today, Fyz, Van and I were talking about weights. How much we've gained since we first came here. Mine was very very very obvious and i don't know what to do with it. I gained 15kg ever since i came to Miri. 15 kg in 3 years. OMG! That's not good man. I guess when you're too happy you tend to eat a lot and not care about the world. When it shows on yourself now you regret.


That was me when i was in form 5. (with Nadea)

When I first came to Curtin.

This is me now!

See the difference? OMG! It's so obvious! I'm planning to do something about it. Well, just make sure i can accomplish it!

Cherrio, XOXO

Friday, June 5, 2009

Don't be the monkey who eats the chilli!

Wonder how it is that people get so emotional. Past is past that you can't change. And guess what, It's Malaysia. I hate people talking about me, but i can't do shit. Even if i tell them off, they won't stop talking about me. That's reality. It's uncontrollable. The more i shout at them, the more they will talk. So might as well, i just shut up and don't care. There are consequences on whatever i do. So i have to bare with it. Friends will tell me what i wanna hear regardless of how it will make others feel. They will comfort me. Make me feel better so i can go on. So if that is wrong, might as well we don't have friends. True? Oh well.. Some people are just too arrogant to admit that they're wrong. And i don't need people like that in my life. Baby you better think about it.

Better late then Never!

It's gonna be a very long post so bare with me. But not much words. =)

1. Sports Carnival!

2. Random Day Out - Testimonial Football Match

Abby, Peechee and Me!
Love Hillie.

Me and Trish!

Testimonial match trophies. Yogesh's team vs Chris's team.

Baby Love become lines man. HEHEHE.. FUNny la baby!

3. Random Dinner

Me Lovey Me Cupcakes!!!

3. Swimming day - Sports Night

one is happy, one is shooting the other. WTF???

2 little girl playing underwater. HAHAHAHA

Guess who's body?
1. Ezuan
2. Tompoq
3. Syafiq Afifi

the ladies of table 16

The boys of table 16

Chu and Me

Kelkatu FC won Bronze! 2nd Runner Up.

Peechee, Baby Love, Me and Jojo

Dancing the Sumazau dance! In respect to Keamatan Festival in Sabah.

Machanz and Sedut!

The Organizing Committee

Baby Love and his medal!

Kelkatu FC!!!

A picture's worth a thousand words, and i posted a lot. So to end it,

Cherrio, XOXO