i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to, it'll all get better in time...

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time


The song explains it all. Current mood, the current song i'm listening to. I am really sad these few days huh? Surprised? I don't think so. Abby's been asking me why am i in an emo-state again. The thing is, i don't have the answer. I just don't. I miss home so much. I miss my cousins, my parents, my room, my gramma... i miss everything about home. But i'm not ready for this semester to end. NO!!! I'm not ready to leave my friends behind. Not ready for them to leave me just yet. But i'm anxious to meet my cousins back home. I wish i can stop time and divide myself into half. How selfish of me.

But no matter what, i know i couldn't live without my friends, but if they have to leave, i know i will get better in time. =)



Dinesh ;) , Abby, Hoe and Fidah's fingers... Dinesh's sem farewell.



Shannon, me, Dinesh, Abby



Azfar, Shannon, Dinesh, Hoe



Azfar and me



Baby love, Azfar, Dinesh, Hoe - House 3570




Me, Hillie, Shannon



Shannon, Dinesh, Me, Abby, Hoe



Hillie, Abby, Me

I'll post up more photos later. =) till next time.


Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

xoxo