In respect of the Champions, I bow.

It's a lie to say i'm not sad. But i am more disappointed than sad. Man U was really not on form. So much for over confident and the play was messy all the way (not Messi, messy). The short pass was terrible. And why was Berbatov substituted in? That was the biggest mistake. 30 million pounds worth nothing. Ronaldo was confused between rugby and football throughout the game. It was just a disaster. If Barcelona were to win a perfect match, I don't mind much. But Man U did not even give a fight. All of a sudden Man U changed the game pace following the opponents game play. I mean, seriously. Where's the team play?

But Barcelona was really on form and they deserve to win. If Man U were to win, it was a complete miracle, observing by how they play. Ronaldo is just getting too cocky nowadays. Although he's still Mr Awesome.


And Lionel Messi, deserves to get the FIFA player of the year award. Not Ronaldo. It's okay. At least Man U played the finals. They don't go back empty handed. They still get medals. They may have tried their best but it wasn't 150%. Arsenal and Liverpool got nothing this season and Chelsea might have the opportunity to lift the FA Cup. Out of the 4 English big teams, only 2 won a cup, in Man U case it's 2 Cups. SO yea.

I was texting the whole time during the match. PeeChee and Nadea la mangsa. Kesian. Hehehehe.. Chee! You should've subbed for Ronaldo wei. Then can header like Messi. Hahahaha.. Nadea was telling me how Emilio was rubbing it in her face than Barcelona won. Hahaha.. Poor her. Thank God Baby Love supports the same team as i do.

And yesterday was SEDUT'S birthday!!! We bought him 2 t-shirts!! And he wore it this morning watching the match!

Happy Birthday Sedut!!!

Anywho, i accept the defeat in respect and yes i bow to a better team in Europe. There is still next season!!

Cherrio, XOXO

p/s : hopefully Stupidtove won't play next season! Useless m'theEffer B'tart!

You're my no 1.

I've been off radar for a while now. I was sick and had a terrible sore throat. Too much to handle at one point. I was onlining for a while just now and i went thru Baby Love's friendster messages and i found the message i sent him 2 years back!

dun mind u ignore ba.. hehe.. im not important anyways. eh. chup.. wht sub u repeat again?
IdZuAn wrote:
> yeah true also i do act like that..sorry if i ignore u..
>
> M e a wrote:
> > betul la u dun eat people.. but then again.. u never talk to me bah.. u just look at me then u say hi. itu pun if u rajin then u tegur. haha..
> >
> >
> > IdZuAn wrote:
> > > apa juga mau d takut...i don eat people hahaha....
> > >
> > > M e a wrote:
> > > > owkie.. been seeing u around kan.. nak tego pun mcm takut2 bah.. haha..
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > IdZuAn wrote:
> > > > > hey mea..ya repeat lg tiga unit..of course we can be friends..
> > > > >
> > > > > M e a wrote:
> > > > > > hey idzuan. been seeing u around. jap. u foundation engineering ka? repeat paper? heh.. just wondering if we could be friends

Hahahaha.. It's just funny reminiscing how we got to be friends. But at least we have a funny story to tell our kids later on. "How i met your mother" It's gonna be hilarious. It's weird that i actually befriend my boyfriend before we get together. I normally just jump into a realtionship, but being with Ezuan is everything i can ever ask for. I'm blessed to say, i'm in love with my bestfriend. And spending all the time i can for and with him but still have time for my friends, it's miraculous. I guess i'm just lucky. =)

Van was talking to Dinesh about Godfathers while i was watching America's Next Top Model on Youtube. They called me off and ask me a question. "Mea, would you introduce your kids to Dinesh?" and i answered "No man, i teach my kid to bully Jega first then intro them!" and then Van said "You should make Jega their Godfather, then when they have money problem they'll ask Jega, not you!" hahahahaha.. True. But my kids will be screwed up if they know Jega too early. Still, loves him loads, you know i do Jega!

I don't know what else to write here and i'm very very tired. Until next time.

Cherrio, XOXO

too much for words!

Double : Barclays English Premier League 08/09, Carling Cup 09.

And one more to go to make it to treble. The game just now was intense! Mr Awesome missed 2 free kick within his range! But still it's okay. We did not get any yellow card or red card, contra to the other team (ARSenal) who gained 5 yellow cards - 4 midfielders and 1 defender. Seriously? Fair play people?

Earlier today i watched the Curtin Football match between Kelkatu FC and Eagles. They draw as well but it's okay, they gave all in while playing, so i'll say, i'm proud of them. I was behaving like a crazy woman shouting here and there while they were playing. Hahahaha.. but the more i try to restrain myself, the more i'll shout. So might as well, just shout! True?

We had Sports Carnival going on this morning and we won third in relay. Basketball, we were out during the group stages. But it's okay, all that's important is the game and how we have fun playing it.

ROME,

Here We COME!

Cherrio, XOXO

The second star to the right...

I just woke up and it's 10++pm. MY GOODNESS! Now i know why we were not suppose to sleep during Maghrib! I was having a nightmare so bad man! Seriously. It was so bad that i do not want to remember it. So hard to forget. Then i felt better after reading a note Abby left me on facebook. You made my evening. Thanks Bee! Loves.

I miss home. Miss You Loooot!! You know i do. Hehehe..

Cherrio, XOXO

Heartbreaker you've got the best of me!

Felt really happy during the weekend but very sad once i got back. Interesting? Nadea said my posts are very emo lately. Dunno, don't ask. Hehehe.. Cuz i seriously have no idea why. Maybe it's just too much sometimes. Once i got back in Miri i felt left out like crazy. Most people i love suddenly just face their back to me. Ask why? DON'T ASK! I have no idea. I'm not angry or anything but i seriously feel down and very very disappointed. Calling off on me on the very last minute? Excluding me from everything that's happening? What happen to family? More like just friends! I seriously feel down. Unappreciated much? Yeap, very. All this while when i was there i was still thinking of them, but they leave me out. WHY!!!!!????? Call me attention seeker, call me a liar, whatever you want. My true friends know who i am. Oh well, I'm just very down. Very sad. Thanks guys. Thanks a lot. =(

p/s : maybe this is just a feeling of the moment, but yea, i'm still sad.

Barcelona, See you in Rome!

FINALS

VS

SEE YOU IN...

The match just now was really mind blasting (quote Russel Peters). Anelka and Drogba gave me a reason to not like them even more. No offense Chelsea supporters, but Anelka's diving was SERIOUSLY NOT SUPPOSE TO BE A RED CARD and stupid Drogba got a yellow card after the match ended. Seriously, they need anger management programme for the players man. How can you get a yellow card post match? Isn't that just stupid? Ballack was shouting like a psycho lunatic behind the referee after he called play on. Enough that Barcelona was playing one man down due to the ref's bad call, and they still wanna argue with the officials after match. Clearly Chelsea had an advantage playing against 10 men only, and they still ask for more. A little bit too much. Too dramatic even for me. Thank God Rooney and Scholes is not like that. As hot tempered as they are, still, not as dramatic as Chelsea players in that match against Barcelona just now. However, credits for Terry and Lampard for playing their best. And Essien's goal was amazing. In my opinion, even Van Der Sar would probably have missed the ball also. The goal can be described as unsavable. Credit to him. Unfortunately, We'll be seeing Barcelona in Rome.

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED, AND THE REDS GO MARCHING ON ON ON!!!!

Cherrio, XOXO

You know i love you mama.. You're the queen of my heart!

By the way,

Happy 2nd Year Anniversary to Papa and Mummy
(not that you're reading)

I was watching Stepmom on tv2 just now. Makes me miss my late mom so much. I know a lot of people think i hate my stepmom. The fact is that i don't. All i feel is that i don't want anything to change. I just want my Ummi to be here. Wish she was here. It's hard you know. As you may read from my previous posts, she's one hell of a super woman. There is no replacement, ever in the whole wide world. I just want a day, where i can actually cry in her arms and tell her all my problems, be her baby girl one more time. I know people say that she's always with me. She's always in my heart and all, but i just want, for once, to see her in front of my eyes, hugging her. I miss that a lot. I always imagine what it would be like if there's only me, Papa and Ummi, with little Amy and Nini.. what would it be like? I can only ask myself those questions. I have no answer for it. I don't ever want my parents to cry for me ever again. I don't want my mom to cry because of me. Sometimes i cry in my sleep. When i think of her, I'd smile to myself, thinking all the memories i have. Which is not much. I've only known the woman half my life. It's not enough. I know i'm the furthest from a perfect daughter right now, but i'm learning to be one. I'd sacrifice anything in the world to meet her again. Meet someone who looks like her. I know this is stupid. But before this, i use to share my ex-boyfriends mom. She's one heck of a woman. Just that when she gives me a hug, i felt loved. I felt my mom's presence in her. Now that my dad has a new wife, i have a new stepmom, i still can't accept it. But I'm learning. I hope one day i can accept her as my mom. But for now just let it be. It needs time. Quote from the Stepmom movie just now :

" Isabel: I never wanted to be a mom. Well sharing it with you is one thing, carrying it alone for the rest of my life, always being compared to you. You're perfect. They worship you. I just don't want to be looking over my shoulder for the next 20 years knowing that someone else could have done it right, done it better, the way that I can't.

Jackie: What do you have that I don't?

Isabel: Your mother earth incarnate.

Jackie: You're hip and fresh.

Isabel: You ride with Anna.

Jackie: You'll learn.

Isabel: You know every story, every wound, every memory. Their whole life's happiness is wrapped up in you. Don't you get it? Look down the road at her wedding. I'm in a room, alone with her, fitting her veil, fluffing her dress, telling her no woman has ever looked that beautiful. And my fear is that she'll be thinking, I wish my mom was here.

Jackie: And mine is, she won't. But the truth is, she doesn't have to choose. She can have us both, love us both. And she'll become a better person because of me and because of you. I have their past and you can have their future."

I don't know what my mom wants me to think. but that's the best i can think of too. I just miss her so much.

You taught me everything and everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me when skies were grey
Whenever I was down you were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You will always be, you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is

You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me and say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do what you have done for me
You'll always be, you will always be the girl in my life

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking of you
I'll never go a day without my mama

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is

Yes you are

Somehow i know she is listening to my every cry, my every thought. I'm happy just to think that she's up where Allah SWT is taking care of her.

In loving memory of Hanifah Mohsen and Amylia Maisarah Misnu
(1961-1999, 1998-1999)

Cherrio, xoxo

Second leg of the semi final game : Arsenal vs Manchester United

Guess who won???

M A N C H E S T E R . U N I T E D

How cool is that? I don't think i have much to say since the game is so well played and football fans must've seen the match or at least the highlights. So yea, We're marching to Rome.. Hopefully meeting Barcelona but i have a strong feeling we'll be seeing Chelsea again. Poor Fletcher for not being able to play the finals but it's okay. The main thing is team play. Loves!!!

Cherrio, XOXO

I got sunshine on a cloudy day..

Me loves the Baby Love. I feel loved and i wanna share it to the whole world! I feel trapped in my own feelings. I wanna finish the semester fast but i do not want the semester to end. Help me now? Weirdo! I had a fun weekend with the "family".. Well, not all were there due to academic reasons but yea, i had a fun weekend. Went to the crocodile farm, the beach and supposedly MarryBrown, end up at Sugar Bun.

The family, plus fyz, taking the pic.

Going back home in 2 days time. OMG i so can't wait. WOMAN! you know who you are, we have some serious shopping to do! Don't have the mood to blog as much. Well, update as soon as i have the mood to.

Cherrio, XOXO

My goodness gracious

OMG! it's 4.49 and i'm still awake. Guess what we did the whole night? We played monopoly since 1.20-ish and we didn't realize it was almost 5. I don't know what is going on with us. The JingBang Crew without yours truly and Abby went to the Baboon's BF's office to shake their head. I'm having really bad headache right now. Sarah was over my house for a while and i didn't talk to her much cuz i was so into the monopoly game. I'm rambling i think. I don't know what i'm typing. I'm just so tired..

It's gonna be a girl fight..

Oh what a day. I missed an action at the campus field. I didn't get to buy the sandals from Hush Puppies that i liked. I missed the football game between Man United and Middlesbrough. I didn't get to buy Iced Caramel Machiatto. Everything was just so fucked up.

Story 1
Baby Love twisted his ankle last night when he was practising basketball. So Van and i took him to Columbia Asia for a check up and apparently if the swollen part doesn't shrink in 3 days time, he has to go back for an X-Ray. There goes the Unisex Futsal for him, the best goalkeeper is unable to play. Sad. All and all, the doctor only gave him painkillers to ease the pain a little. That's it. So much for going to see the doctor and all he got was pain killers. WTF?

Story 2
Went to Imperial Mall after Columbia Asia to get Van's running shoes and she got a very pretty one for herself. Nice pinkish purple looking running shoes. We went up and down to search for shoes for Van and Baby Love wanted a futsal shoe. So i got him one very nice futsal shoe, white and very pretty. Very HIM. Hehehe.. he loves it so yea. We ate at KFC and met Didi's parents there. They didn't look pleased to see me so i just went up to say hi, courtesy. =) Right after Imperial we went over to Bintang Plaza for window shopping but end up buying a pair of sandals for Baby Love. He's been using it ever since i paid for it. Love to see him happy! =) We cruised to the new wing of the renamed Mega Mall, and found Marrybrown, Big Apple and a few new shops opening up. COOL!!! So we had doughtnuts after.

Story 3
After all the hustles in Bintang Plaza, I drove back to Campus to be in time for the Sabah-Eagles match. I was speeding up to be back in time. BUT THEN!!! By the time we got back at the field, there was no game. And i was like.. WTF??? Hillie said there was a match happening now! And Jojo updated us on what happened. Apparently the game was stopped half way, due to a fight happening between the team members on field. Really drama!!! I MISSED IT!!! So saddening!!! What i heard was some Eagle dude whacked Ahmed and it started from there. A name popped out, some Zeelani or something. He pissed the Sabah people off real bad! Up to the point where the security called police to campus. It was THAT BIG! Something about Godwin chasing a guy down the road or something. I don't know the real story cuz i wasn't there to witness it all. I MISSED BIG TIME!!!

*edited*

Story 4
The Alfresco plan was canceled. So we stayed in for the night and had a family time. When we were leaving for villa, I thought i had my car keys with me but as we reach the car, i couldn't find it anywhere around me. So i went back up to my room to find my car keys but it was no where to be found. So i went back down to tell Baby Love and Van that i misplaced my keys. Then Baby Love went up to find cuz i gave up already that time. He took a while to find them so i went up to help him. When we were already in the apartment, he told us he found the keys... in his pocket!!! WTF!!! It was with him all the time. OMG!!! You can't imagine how furious i was but i had to give him a chance cuz he's "the handicap" for the day. Instead of verbal assulting him, i tickled him till he can't take it anymore. =)

Story 5
Everyone went out and i left myself at home. I feel like having a quite weekend. Nothing too big. Just the boyfriend and yours truly. I seriously can't wait to get back home. =) Miss home!!! Man United won by the way! The living legend scored a goal on his 801th appearance. Macheda got a yellow card and Park Ji-Sung scored another goal. Updated from livescore.com.

So that's all for the day. Interesting huh? From an exam to an excursion to a fist fight to a crazy get together to a quiet night. HEHEHEHE.. Lovesit!

Cherrio, xoxo

p/s : Bee, wish you were here.

Wish me luck!

I'm gonna have my mid term going on soon! Wish Me Luck!!!