Promise i'll be kind but i won't stop until that boy is mine..

What is wrong with me? I feel like i own a feelings blog or something! I realize that most of my post lately are all emotional ones. I don't know what has happen to me. I don't know what i'm thinking. I don't know myself already. I don't know what is going on with me! I think i need someone to slap me back to reality. What the hell! Ola! I wish you were here. You're the only one who knows what's going on! I really wish you are here. OLA I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW! I feel like killing myself. I feel like i don't wanna be alive. To make it worst, it's not only for me to know, but for everyone whom i do not want them to know. Help me!